Failure. Why?

Yet another chance of proving me slipped out of my hands. I tried my best to accomplish but to my dismay, I couldn’t. I took part in two debates which were recently held in school, and guess what; I couldn’t even get the runner’s up credit in both of them. Damn. Why does it always happen with me? ONLY ME? Ok, I agree that people were better than me and I am quite satisfied with the ‘justified’ results. But why only I am the one who is prize-deprived in this school? I am so accustomed to failure now that I don’t know was success is. Well, nah, I’ve not lost the confidence but you know, every time I think that ‘may-be-this-time’ but am finally shattered when I see every body (yea, EVERYBODY) win but me. Now what shall I do? Nothing. May be debating was never my cup of tea but I never minded giving it a chance, hoping that it might prove to be a cakewalk for me, and I think I was not that bad. Atleast I mustered up the confidence to face the entire crowd on speak my mind without any fear. But I also lost in something, I had a flair for. Yeah, you guessed it right. MUSIC! I lost in that part too. Urgh. I feel so low whenever I come to think of it. Persevere, persevere and PERSEVERE.