Thursday, February 5, 2009

A message to my friends

It has been a real long time since I posted something other than poems in my blog and today is quite an apt day for that. First of all, its absolutely not fine but okayish going on here. I screwed up my marks in social studies (I wholeheartedly loathe that subject for I simply can’t stand those things where I need to mug up) and am finally down with that. But okay, I have started to study that. So, my friends’ efforts didn’t go futile (Read: Shobhit and Shweta). And I am also jolly cheesed off staying back at home with books all day all night. Two days later is going to be my results and am, for the first time ever in my life, not ready to take it. Anyway, let’s leave all these things to myself. Why I picked today’s day to update my blog is to clear one thing to my dearest friends who have misapprehended me and my poems adorning my blog. They think that I am quite dissatisfied with life and am really undergoing depression. They think I have turned into a sad soul who once used to be very bright and buoyant. And I really disagree with them. I condemn their misconceptions about my mood. I was, a few weeks back, unhappy with a few things but now I am ABSOLUTELY ALRIGHT with everything. I am complacent with whatever I have got. If I am unhappy with something, then it is only my performance in the pre-boards and I truly regret it as it was my serious folly of carelessness. But otherwise I am leading a blissful life. What I write as poetry is just an imagination. Trust me. Nothing more, nothing less. Please stop saying and lecturing me about being happy and stuff. I really cannot welcome something of that ilk when I already am not enduring anything. And if only my poems are what displease you then okay, you won’t find anymore verses written by me in my blog. I wont ‘flaunt’ them and let them confined to only me. I really cannot do anything better. I know that was pretty harsh but I can’t help it either. What else can I do. So, till the next time I ‘write’ here anything, buhbye. :)

3 comments:

  1. Well, listen and UNDERSTAND, in this piece you accepted you aren't morose or sad and hate if ppl call you that, right? Well, then you said, your all depressing, sad poems are imaginary! Accepted? Aish, IF you r happy and yur poems r imaginary which are sad,, IT MEANS you're unhappy with your mind, with yourself! Just you tag yourself as 'happy' does not actually make you exuberant!!! Now, you'll compare me with you! I ACCEPT I'm unhappy! ok? Don't raise my example again and for you, don't pretend. If you're happier outside MEANS u shud b happier inside. For the first time, I stand with Namrata!! Aish, protect yourself!

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  2. I wrote those poems in December. When, I accept, I was Sad.. REALLY VERY DEPRESSED! But right now, I wont say that am VERY VERY JOYOUS or something but am not depressed either. ok?

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  3. well...i agree wid shobhzz here...i am sad...dats y i manage to rite poems only wen i m sad...and d poem...Now I Can Sleep
    well i really wanted to kill ma self dats y i rote it...so u gotta b happy to rite happy...similarly u gotta be sad to rite sad...got it?

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