I still love you and will always do

To my dearest love, I write this,
With lot of love and a sweet kiss.
You were my sunshine and rose,
My earth, my moon and my sugary dose.

Earlier, I was not afraid of the dark.
But now, I am scared by a spark.
Every time before I had you beside me,
And see now, I stand alone in this street.

Those days were the finest when we sang songs,
Together; we prayed to god - “to each other we belong”
We made those promises and vowed them to keep,
Always; But who knew what was there inside you too deep.

In your heart where she had been living,
For a long time; playfully, me, you had been deceiving.
You thought, from me, it was easy to hide,
And I believed you were the only person who wasn’t snide.

I was so under a delusion it never came to me,
Such a fool I was, all that I could never see.
How pitiless you were that you had been doing,
Under my nose, my life you were screwing.

You took the advantage of my innocence and my trust.
You didn’t care about anything that was close to us.
You broke the relationship like it was a mere glass.
I wonder how for you it was such a painless task.

You have smashed all the dreams I had envisaged.
I feel like a bird locked up in a huge cage.
All that I thought were dreams are now nightmares.
I feel haunted, from everywhere, by stares.

Can you not see what you have done to me?
I’ll never forgive you ever even if you plead.
I hate you now but sill I can’t unlove you,
My heart still utters blessings for you.

Even if I say I don’t care,
Even if I ask you don’t you dare?
Even if I avert my eyes from you,
I still love you and will always do.