A Candid Confession

I thought I’d been lie to,

I couldn’t believe that it was true,

I didn’t let my heart accept it,

For I didn’t want another time to lose my bliss.

But still somehow my heart didn’t support my mind,

It ditched me and let itself be deceived another time,

For I knew it would hurt me as I knew the truth,

But my heart was immature and alone it stood.

It was melted by those sweet words and sayings,

It couldn’t understand, it was just another game someone was playing,

It floated within the sea of those sugary utterances,

For it felt sweet and it made it feel exalted.

But my mind was worried about my heart,

It knew it’ll happen again and break it so hard,

Then my heart would lose all the hope,

And it’ll doubt about anything later for sure.

My mind was so right with everything it thought,

The heart was being hurt again in another shot,

Now it is torn, battered and wounded,

It feels as if chopped by a knife into pieces.

It doesn’t bleed nor does it hurt,

Whenever it speaks, nobody hears a word,

It has been numbed and frozen,

The jauntiness from it has been stolen.

My heart isn’t very depressed or sad,

Nor it has suffered anything that it can claim to be very bad,

It’s just that it has stopped to expect,

My trust has been broken and it can never be back..