When I start to think about it 3 hours past midnight

I don't know what I am up to at the moment. It's quarter to 3 a.m. in the morning and 7 hours late I have my hindi BOARD examination (trust me, its not as simple as it sounds) and instead to being lost in my ecstatic dreams or horrid nightmares, I am flexing my fingers and writing aimlessly this blog. (lol). I am quite happy that after tomorrow (today, whatever you may call it) I'd be getting rid off this miffing Hindi. FOREVER! What a feeling. It's for the last 3 hours of my life when I'd be racking me brains and writing in that ansewr booklet for the last time and biding Hindi literature, a sweet-though-mean goodbye. Now why I call it mean too has a reason behind it. We are all Indians. But we, the future generation and the heirs of our Indian culture and tradition, WE, the people who are going to be rulers of our nation.. We curse our mother tongue, OUR national language. We loathe it, we hate it. Why? We are so swayed over by the western culture and western ideas that we think that India is a really wrong place we took birth in. Inspite of majority of people speaking hindi, it looks as if English has become our mother tongue. We are jolly pleased about getting free from learning hindi anymore which is our own language but it doesn't hurt us to read English more. Isn't that a shame on us? If we only will not love and respect our language and culture, our notions and traditions of the society then nobody else in the world would respect us. As we know that one should learn to respect himself to receive respect from others. It is only 'us' who can do smething about this. It's only 'us' who have to make India, OUR counrty more prosperous. We should, henceforth, start taking pride in our history, tradition and language. We have to stand together for achieving our goals in this matter.

         Anyway, before my friends/readers began to think that I've gone mad.. A hardcore hater of Hindi language (only as a subject in school) publishing such a post (lol) I should better go and sleep. Nahi toh boards mein yahee hindi le doobegi.. :D